Ph0eb3 oh-so-love!

hairdressing- in school ^^

2009-07-17T18:04:00.004+08:00

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Goshhh....

my legs... so FAT!

Heidi,Phoebe^^

The class...

Random(:

i love that hair-do by heidi.

we played with hair, and girl stuff... heh! really interesting lesson.
jump around in the room,slack and most of all LAUGH!

today, many things happen hmmm...
ran mass run again cause that stupid gayyong not happy about yesterday mass run, gay larh! you know why cause we over take gayyong than he jealous cannot run as fast. and everytime gayyong run with us he only make us run 1 round on the other hand if we dont run with gayyong, we normally run 2 rounds.
quite alot of people super late for school today, hah! joke cause of the mass run. all skip!
after that some stuff happen among the girls in class...
OMG! about someone sabo someone than cry than blah blah blah.
sigh. my class(:
than the guys when and cook some food. hahaha, damn it never go taste sad. NVM(:

gayyong-mr ow yong! {fatty}

domokum?! craves...

2009-07-16T17:21:00.002+08:00

wow!???

cutee~

commands you; hahahahah!

poor thing! heard that MARkHAM, dun masterbate leh :D

P.S/ i thought should be|{Every time you masterbate Domokum kills a kitten(?)!}

cookie monster found elmo ^^

2009-07-14T23:09:00.002+08:00

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hahas... i caught de elmo for about $5 plus(:
found a fren for cookie monster blah :P
cuteV^^

today(:

2009-07-14T21:13:00.002+08:00

TODAY,Tuesday 140709(:

woke up,almost late stupid. I HATE WAkING UP EARLY. stupid gayyong. DIE!
went to school OMG! half of the class still not there? manzxc this is soo sick what's sup with the class skipping school or really sick(?) lots of people taking chances to act sick than sign out! cause school not taking chances to allow this virus to spread. dumb dumb ><'' slept in D&T lesson,MT lesson, and took that stupid science test & MATH test... hmmm! math quite easy no harm. for science i have totally no COMMENTS?! thats sad.
after school bus with jodi to clementi, than cab down to jelapang LRT to meet junlin than wait for her soo long nevermind i go bathe first than come back again goshh! all her frends there i soo damn shy! ahh... hate it!
than when greenridge shopping center bought drink and chicken rice junlin bought cup noodles?! diaos =.= after that went up her house chat than eat, com, her walao sickening sister came home, god save her mei mei pls...
she steep into the house started speaking vulgar what the ___ man! oh god... full of stupid words in her mouth! seriously she's only pri 4 and like that liao.... CMI!
dad sms me ask me go home sad than junlin walk me home chat than bye liao... soo sad the day ended so fast!

Michael Jackson Dance Tribute

2009-07-13T19:35:00.004+08:00

this is OMG! no words to say man... just totally awesome!
FANS of MJ!
love it! "Sweeeet~"

over-due!

2009-07-12T22:00:00.005+08:00

last sunday (:

daniel-handstand,me!

over-due photos at junlin's house!

super super over-due photos!
at DARE-PLAY!

gabby! i will do your quiz sooner or later cause now got NO TIME! (:

sudden tot ^^

2009-07-10T23:26:00.004+08:00

i suddenly and super wanna DYE my hair, but scare later got caught in school. sigh!

oh! and yeah... i wanna get a grey skinny (: woohoo~ hey! i never wear my black skinny for a long time liao. waste money! tsk ]:

and and... sunglasses totally man, idk!~ like what i said sudden craving! cool or not. sexy yeah?
soo pretty! ahhh 0.o
and got to get contact lenses! maybe de one year de?! dunno how much? maybe its gonna be about $200++!
i'm gonna be broke! i only left $178 in my bank sob T.T
and yes, almost forget bagpack frm newurban-male. yeah, i want de red one! awesome stuff. cost about hmmms.... $60++ up.

of cause... VANS'S shoes! gratz deal man, i believe its about the same prize as "conversa" still can?! (:
the next thing is stupid, cause i believe most of de people have it aready soo i'm quite late hahas!
yup (: that HOT NF short i want black, and a replacement for my old grey short which looks like white now! T.T and my red short that is too big bought online and wore only onces dunno what to do with it? sigh.... hide it and said i lost it. hehehe V^^
and lastly got to get more tees with logo, and and... HOODIEs i'm despo for them!
ahhhh! sad case no money! mama~

sorry! sorry (:

2009-07-09T23:03:00.003+08:00

hmmms... this is about the last blog, well! i'm really sorry i was pissed off and angry about personal stuff and i lost my cookie! ahhh. soo i kin of scolded unsightly words! i'm really sorry (:
forgive me, i loss control -.-

presenting NEW* kor kor!
kevin chong V^^ hehe...
yeah yeah! random i know -.-

i dun think i'm going school tmr! hehe, i wanna sleep! blah.
nites!

i HATE you!!!

2009-07-09T20:40:00.002+08:00

really tired! what am i to you, some ahhhh, toy? huh...
i really really HATE you. stupid! never bother to tell me anything? fine if thats the case!
BYE!
FUCXER!!!!

crazy!

2009-07-08T18:17:00.004+08:00

sexy right? this phone
Sidekick Lx!
but green abit FAIL leh! LOL-.-
thank god, there's other colours.
actually i have no think what's the prize for this phone?
$300? 0.o
whatever the case is... this phone is soo sexy!

skip? not really!

2009-07-07T19:36:00.002+08:00

I ♥ ALL TIME LOW!
break your lill heart, Sick lill gam3, wall, too much, stella | etc...
idk man, suddenly just fond of the band.

shark this is scary, i guess idk you well ba! gratz i 100% did not learn frm my mistake booo!
sucx man! ahh... whatever larh -.-
JESUS YOURE MY HOPE! AMEN!

anyway, today kena sent home frm school, cause got stomach upset and bad headache. ):
well, also good larh. today i really no mood to study -.-
diaos... soo called dad when for a visit at bukit batok doc! what the... sad cans he only give me ONE DAY m.c! ahhh... man i tot i could MISS school tmr.
slept the whole day until about 3+ woke up. felt like sms-ing wence, than sms him. LOL!
abit out of my mind luhs!
just ate fish porridge actually i dun even feel like eating. soo only ate the fish and drank bits of soup.
my family seems very tired! haiz...
nothing to write liao, hmmms! actually got things to write larh but... but i dun wanna write here cause of some reason. (:

miserable at best =.=

2009-07-04T23:44:00.005+08:00

MISERABLE AT BEST-MAYDAY PARADE!

Katie, don't cry, I know
You're trying your hardest
And the hardest part is letting go
Of the nights we shared
Ocala is calling and you know it's haunting
But compared to your eyes, nothing shines quite as bright
And when we look to the sky, its not mine, but i want it so

Let's not pretend like you're alone tonight
(I know he's there)
You're probably hanging out and making eyes
(while across the room, he stares)
I bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
And ask my girl to dance, and she'll say yes

Because these words were never easier for me to say
Or her to second guess
But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable at best

You're all that I hoped I'd find
In every single way
And everything I could give
Is everything you couldn't take
Cause nothing feels like home, you're a thousand miles away
And the hardest part of living
Is just taking breaths to stay

Because I know I'm good for something
I just haven't found it yet
But I need it

So let's not pretend like you're alone tonight
(I know he's there)
You're probably hanging out and making eyes
(while across the room, he stares)
I bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
And ask my girl to dance, and she'll say yes

Because these words were never easier for me to say
Or her to second guess
But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable at best

Ladada ladada ladadaoh ohhh

And this will be the first time in a week
That I'll talk to you
And I can't speak
It's been three whole days since I've had sleep
Because I dream of his lips on your cheek
And I got the point that I should leave you alone
But we both know that I'm not that strong
And I miss the lips that made me fly

So let's not pretend like you're alone tonight
(I know he's there)
You're probably hanging out and making eyes
(while across the room, he stares)
I bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
And ask my girl to dance, and she'll say yes

Because these words were never easier for me to say
Or her to second guess
But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable
And I can live without you
But without you I'll be miserable
And I can live without you
Oh, without you I'll be miserable at best

i love this song!
soo sudden right?! yeah (:

TRUST? i dun think soo...

2009-07-03T20:42:00.004+08:00

STUPID PRESS DE WRONG THINGY EVERYTHING GONE! FUCX THIS LAPTOP. AHHH ):

First Bang!
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WOOHOO!!! mom totally agreed with upgarding my laptop AWESOME news. (:
Second Bangs!
"
Man, dear fall and broke his arm... aiyoo! must take care leh, hais. poor thing!
misses you!
Third Bangss!
"
Seriously, you know what happen and you totally dun bother telling me? hah!i sms you, called you, asking do you know anything you tell me nothing fine, ask you again you said nothing. cool, i believe you cause i trust you, what the fucx ended up found out you know and you did not tell me! screw you! what are you trying to do? act as an ANGLE in front of erhemm....
pls larh LOW-LIFE... pissed off with you manzxc. i Seriously tot i could fucxing trust you NO YOU ASS-HO! SLUT...

~~"i'm gonna ask you again later in de night if "you know anything?!" , if you still dun bother telling me, than get the fucx out of my LIFE! i SWEAR i will wash my hands off YOU!"~~

Extra:

Sorry! For the words that i'm using in Third Bangs! currently a lill pissed off while blogging ._.

Fatty is,now,forever a ho ==.

2009-07-02T21:09:00.007+08:00

Thursday
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kuku! woke up late, at about 0615 fcux shyt! rush like madness -.- don't why handphone did not ring! ass manzxc... my mom still think is just 500+ going to 600! ==. dad took his car keys than chong to the car. thank god! wasn't late hahas... reach at about 0709. walk to class?! than as per normal take temperature than lesson, what was the first lesson hmmms...

oh! SUPER HATE LESSON MASS RUN

EFFINGOWYONG!

after mass than blah blah blah dun wanna say cause very sad about it! haiz -.- what to do... only those who knows than fine and pls STFUp!
than lessons continues... until ENGLISH lesson crazy FAT YONG!* said i eat than ask me throw it away in the bin whatever-.- gay! than i say eat finish liao but really mah i finish leh! ahhh...
she suddenly say "PHOEBE GO OUT, WHAT'S IN YOUR MOUTH!!!!"-scream tone!
i look at her give her a fucx look and shouted at her quite softly " what the... there nothing in my mouth!"
than... she continue"WHY AM I MOVING MY MOUTH?"-scream tone
look away than... said" oh my god! SERIOUSLY WHY CANN'T I MOVE MY MOUTH?"
nicky gave a -.-" look...
LOL! i just walk out of the class { NOT ATTITUDE!}
stone outside than suddenly heard FATTY said "she should control herself when she not in a GOOD MOOD!!!"
ohhh! GOD!-pissed off look
she the one that came to the class fucxing black face suddenly started anyhow scolding people?
cause her class got CASE?! ahhh... than come our class screw up people's life!
FATTY YONG LOW LIFE!

and continue... my life without fatty!
after school, walk with jodi poo!poo! bought some chips & drinks share cost$$$
bus to clementi with jodi! train to lot one and ended up at west mall hahas... went wrong place soo P.S! nvm...
train back to lot one, meet up with wanwan...
chat with wanwan alot of crap and personal stuff hehe^^
dinner and went home very sleepy!
Zzz...

Extra:

FATTY YONG a.k.a My English Teacher

sleepez!

2009-07-01T20:45:00.003+08:00

WEDNESDAY
10709
Gaga~
Real tired today, slept in English lesson woke up 10 mins before class ends
move on to CPA boredom, stupid *Ikmu don't how to teach i got a sit at the back cann't see anything he type on the screen ended up stone-ing until Mr lee took over way better man
next lesson was a... Oopsz! cannot rmb
oh! and today got P.E die change teacher so sian.
I HATE P.E lessons
before p.e was recess yeah!
sooo, after P.E was science i guess...
nono... it was D&T not soo bad! did not sleep.
moving on was science lesson
class was crazy so noise
slept in science lesson until the very last part that teacher said "those that don't finish cannot go home" what the blah!
fine fine... kit yee woke me up, chong the science paper hand up and run off.
meet daddy opp school head towards tution center.
study study study... for 2 hours++ just doing math math and more maths problems
cause got comment test next week!

[MUST PASS GET HIGH HIGH! JYJYJY!]

EXTRA:

ohoh~ i cannot stand HER seriously oh god! how i wish she dun come... better than she come!
tmr meet wanwan leh! cannot wait, super misses and loves. yeah (:
sooo, do i miss YOU alotz and loves YOU <3

time machine? do you make them.

2009-06-30T22:21:00.002+08:00

Firstly
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school started, gosh... back to see dumb "owyong" ):

Secondly
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found out some stuff i never should have knew! *shocking* :D

and other stuff too that are not really shocking but.... odd, and not that good to me ):

Thirdly
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still gonna blog somehow??!

Today!
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peeps in school i believe they are doing fine... fat ass grow side ways again cause everyday eat macs what can you get if you work in macs!? seriously -.-
change math teacher,NEW* HI teacher. slept i HI too boring, stupid edwin drink my H2O apple without permission!
day ended quite fast, bought bubble tea {greenapple milkshake}
bus together with jodi to clementi, train to jurong east AYIES get stuff waited for dad to come and pick me up! went home computer for awhile bathe eat dinner than com all the way until now...

Extra:

Ohhh! i MISS you alotz ahhh. need too see you!
Meeting Beloved wanwan, on thursday kena book by her today hahas...
Not gonna look at YOU like how i used to ]:

3 days untill school reopens smile

2009-06-26T21:27:00.002+08:00

At about 11+++ now!
as per normal woke up at about 9 plus today, chat with yihui online and eat quite alot of crap! lalala~ my runny nose became worst. suddenly got very bad headache sooo slept about an hour or soo... my dad came home bought me lunch and ate with him. until he felt than i continue computer-ing until suddenly felt very cold and hot took my temperature about 5 times 1st reading is 37.5 than 2nd reading was 37.6, 3rd reading 37.6 4th reading 37.7 5th reading 37.7!
LOL (:
went and sit on my sofa sms my dad that i'm running a fever hais! he came wanted to bring me go see doctor but, close. hahas! soo self healing, just took panadol than continue com-ing, dad came home with dinner ate the whole fish! yummy...
finish everything in my bowl. computer-ing, caught up with Mom(: chat about nonsense , sms Dear! nothing much.
so sad cannot go DG tonight ahhhh! i miss my peeps D:

P.S/ I MISS YOU MUCH!!! *smile & laughs*

another quite normal day!

2009-06-25T16:00:00.006+08:00

PH0toS Tak3N 0N {250609}

some crap photos larh! soo bored!
down with flu cannt meet DEAR, really sorry!
painted my nail this monring [:
skip breakfast!!! just drink milo *laughs*
eat chicken porridge and chat with yihui hahas (:
help him with some girl LOL! *blahs*
now currently t.v is on and NO one is watching soo maybe i'm gonna watch?!
still talking to yihui cause very bored, sobing and snifing cause of flu and NO MORE FOOD IN THE HOUSE! OMG!... cannot live without food.
bored, i have no idea what to talk to yihui about? brain-storming ==.
dead ><
need food, dieing for food BBQ chicken wings.... ahhhh!

"phoebe in wonderland"

2009-06-24T20:25:00.006+08:00

i never Knew there was this show in the movies... ahhh! i wanna watch so, cute V^^ and i dunno why is it cute (:
hmmms... i dun maKe sense who cares teehee^^

2009-06-23T18:05:00.005+08:00

LOOk AT THAT STUPID WORD ABOVE yeah! i'm

BORED.

life is soo boring, wake up, toilet, on com, facebook, blog hopping, music, blog, viwawa, music,eat,stone....
sms dead! what the lalala~ man...
just finish my stupid lime ice cream, eat one pack of cheeze, hmmms... lunch pack rice -.-,
ice coffee, milo, chocolate, later dinner. ahhhhh!
dad later going outside drink till dawn than gonna hear mom nag nag nag! stupid ass.
hais, soo gonna sleep early tonight later she nag until i quarrel with her. than fucxed up again.
she still haven pay my phone bills siansation!
how i wish i can dun come home and life by myself NOnono... bad idea, later no money than die liao. Zzzz -.-
thats lame!! (?)
wa... nothing to say liao. sian sian sian!

hug ^^

2009-06-22T21:30:00.002+08:00

I SUPER WANNA HUG SOMEONE
HAHAS^^
DUNNO WHY(?!)
AHHHH! WUHAHAHAS....
I SIAO LIAO.

hoody, hoodies^^

2009-06-22T15:37:00.004+08:00

quite nice right? frm uk ehhh!
how i do even get it, AIR MAIL(?)

this is 100% wrong!

2009-06-21T23:48:00.003+08:00

THIS IS JUST SOO WRONG THAT UNCOMFORTABLE FEELING IS BACK, IS IT CAUSE I ATE TO MUCH OR JUST SOMETHING IS NOT DOING/GOING RIGHT?! VERY VERY HEAVY NOW IN MY HEART, I WANNA THROW THAT THING AWAY BUT I CANNT! AHHH.... "DADDY GOD" PLS HELP ME?! THIS IS NOT AWESOME AT ALL! AHHHH~ I TOTALLY FEEL LIkE CRYING NOW. OUCH!! *__*

I CANNT LOVE LIFE; and SEE GOOD DAYS

2009-06-21T20:00:00.003+08:00

i currently feel like killing someone seriously! i feel so uncomfortable, uneasy, FcUx up! kuku~
cannt stand my parents pissing off with them quite alot recently. lill things i also get very pissed off with them.

Many things are running thur my mind now, well is things like what if.... what you say was right about him? what if... i made a wrong move in life? what if.... what if....
aiya, is just FULL of what if...
and my heart is super uneasy like some thing is gonna happen or whatever larh.
i tot i could LOVE LIFE AND SEE GOOD DAYS but now i dun really think so!
i'm trying to trust you but i dun seem to be able to do it, maybe i dunno who you really are(?!)
maybe is just like what happen in the past(?)
no no,... i think/know i NEVER learn frm my mistakes? was onces a LOST soul, cause of the past .believe that i could recover frm the past, after....

I'm soo gonna pray over this FEELINGS and speak over this HAPPENINGS(!)

mnms

2009-06-18T20:01:00.002+08:00

SOOO. Awesome!!!
I LOVE IT!
Colourful(:

2009-06-17T09:40:00.002+08:00

watched Drag Me To Hell!!!
with Dear, LOL!

meet at outrum park mrt... kin of got lost -_-
took sometime to find him hehe^^ than train to vivo reach there about like 1:00 when and get tickets for de movie. well, cause i hungry ma soo when and eat OMG! soo suay saw my classmates at kopitiam than ran away goshh... dam PS! when food republic eat prawn noodles, stupid ass hinting that de food is fat blah blah blah! soo ahhhhh....
when and watch movie at 2:00 hell... is damn scary can so what if its rated P.G is still scary hold him super tightly than suddenly he tell me he need toilet what the ____! sooo, i say cannot dun wan very scary than later few mins later tell me again he need use de toilet fine fine! he go liao than suddenly call me thur de phone ask me help him open door wow! mad man... i cannot find the stupid door than ohhh! i saw it OMG! run back to de sits freak out almost cry at the last part in de whole show i scream and scream LOL! stupid larh. he say i scream very loud...
than when and find my frens together with him, sorry! he look bloody sian hais... than when kallang with jas and the others LOL! sooo funny after that i took a taxi home than he take bus to see hockey match LOL! yeah thats about de end.
sounds soo boring my post SORRY!

Natalie Dee

2009-06-15T21:09:00.002+08:00

sooo cute right? Natalie Dee's art worK!

Spongebob's Saw

2009-06-15T15:43:00.000+08:00

100% china!!!

2009-06-15T00:17:00.002+08:00

OMG! FAIL MAN-_-
sleeping grass wow! china arh china....
poor thing man!
china and their sleeping grass!
NO OFFENCE!!! just find it really funny!

japanese sooo open and cute with condoms?!

2009-06-14T23:38:00.002+08:00

look at the design man!
i'm not kidding this is their condoms packaging is sooo hmmms... cute and WOW! kitkat type?._.
hahas! i wonder if singapore sell it?!
seems singapore is quite open i believe!
hehehes.... actually! there is many more type of designs i saw, wow! you guys should go and check it out.

GOOGLE type japanese and you type what you check out! yeah. oh! and pls dun think sick -_-

P.S "i will find more funny and cute, well interesting stuff for you guys to check out! yeah... "

i dunno what to say?

2009-06-08T14:14:00.003+08:00

hais...
dunno manzxc! you seem so fake again?
hmmms...

I HATE LIES!
OMG!! I MUST LEARN NOT TO CHEAT ON MY OWN FEELINGS
AND THINk erhem...
"Positive"(?) in a way!

nevermind ba! -_-

bored^^

2009-06-05T13:36:00.002+08:00

PHOTO OF ME/PINk?

i'm quite crazy leh! cause bored until siao luhs ._.
yeah! the lower photo of me got crazy math question!
wanna many a guess what does it means(:
???

tmr gonna meet sam at her house as per normal than meet dylan n' and new comer

MY kOR! yeah...
manage to bring him to church roX On manzxc.
this is my first time meeting him sooo yeah?!
jyjy(:
all de best larh.

ME+???=(ME?)=2(L)

Ciao For Now(:

there you have it smash potatoes

2009-06-04T15:09:00.000+08:00

SMASHhhh....

anyone?

2009-06-03T23:05:00.003+08:00

this wan it look a lill big for me,
so i need someone to go out with me
comment?!
yups(:

this is kin of old
but i like it teehee^^
anyone know where to get this?
pls tell me(:

This is frm "Anna sui" i seriously dunno where to get it?
i want de black/grey coloured!
Anyone noe? pls tell me(:

stupid stuff ==.

2009-06-02T17:21:00.002+08:00

the june hoildays has just started man, is so de boring!
i dunno what to do? still got HOMEWORK haven finish yet,
and i'm very sure i'm still thinking about you. this monring i just dream about you hahas ^^
so cute larh, you in my school dunno doing what? and i saw jasmine lying on my bed looking at her handphone than suddenly she told me that someone lied to her? by the way the dream looks more like a hostel, LOL... i dun wanna say that someone later i kena frm her than D.I.E liao. (:
so weird cans? of all things she's in my dream. well i cannot control my dreams soo yeah?!

OMG! i miss you alot seriously i dunno why?
and i need to go out before i die, but no one go out with me i wanna go shopping!
oh, fucx shyt tmr got tution ahhh... boring, math math and more math? tmr i wanna go out liao sms wanyin see if she can? dun like today cannot hais! LMAO!
==.
gay man, this monring one more thing dam funny. i woke up than suddenly got afew BIRDS trying to go into my bedroom by smashing towards the window, at first i tot what happen why so nosie than i saw the bird's reflection LOL! ==. diaos!
scared they come in than i DARE NOT move anywhere stone on my bed until they are gone about 30mins sleep again than woke up fully at 11 plus.

random ._.

2009-05-29T19:15:00.005+08:00

COULD & TIFA

PRETTY TIFA(:

CUTE~ HITSUGAYA(:

to my DEAR kOR^^

2009-05-28T21:47:00.002+08:00

teehee^^
to my kOR,

you're the special kor i have,
sorry! for whatever i done wrong to piss you off and made you angry.
thanks for talking to me every night,caring for me, making me SMILE.
i promise you i will SMILE ._.
hehehes...

LOVE you MOST.

fading

2009-05-28T18:07:00.003+08:00

i'm feeling so empty this days.
i noe my soul is hungry and i dun have a goal in life.
whats there to live for?
tell me...

HIM,
this is worst i tot i can start talKing to you liKe de past after what happen on FB.
haiz... but things seems to got worst
on msn try my best to thinK of things to chat about, but nothing....
we use to sms each other everyday, but now about afew months, your a total no body to me?
weird-do in another words...
i wanna sms you, but i feel stupid. ahhhh!
stupid stupid stupid stupid me...
we are fading apart more and more each day.

on msn and sms i try to be perfect towards you, i try many things.
and i tot i would never have to regret but i have to NOW.
i dunno what i'm saying now.
this is too much.
i'm not perfect for you nor anyone.
feel liKe ending my life....

MY SOUL,
this one i very pissed-off
i dunno why my soul so fxcK up ahhhh!
nothing much to say, sorry!

i thinK i'm gonna write a list of things.

you move or i move

2009-05-26T22:16:00.004+08:00

maybe i'm just bluffing myself about all this.
maybe what i said was right?
i dun wan it to be right.

seems like i have to move on, seens you dun react to me nor my signs.
i dunno if you're reading this,but if you're reading
I wish i have that courage to tell you,
YES! i do wanna slove this out with you.
YES! i do like you.

i believe you will just think i'm a bloody despo freak and crazy, mad women.

when you called me "a blessing to you"
my heart skip abeat.
i cannot tell you that feeling i feel so bless...
all i ever wanted,
you ask me
who is the someone u mentioning on ur pm.
I told you
dunno dun wan say dun wan think dun wan do anything about it
you told me
if u choose not to do anything
it wont solve anything

but i really cant your not steady for whats gonna come.
so am i!

kor^^

2009-05-21T21:01:00.001+08:00

cute cute... teehee! beloved, kor.
our fav milk tea (:

too much to say,much to sob.

2009-05-21T17:33:00.004+08:00

ahhhh... my title is EMO i think?! LOL. haiz, OMG! i felt the same feeling like what i felt in the past about 8months ago, that is soo-NOt- AWesOme, is just making me pissed-off and scare i dun wanna same thing to happen again ]:
well i can say, is all just seems like a dream after one-night. oh! even that night was quite bad everything seems so perfect until.....
FxCk, i felt so de cheated, as if you're lied to me. hmmms... maybe, you did lied to me? just to make me HAPPY for awhile. i dun even know what's going on?
we dun talk we dun do anything! you're just a thread to me and my life.
it TAkeS TWO HANDS TO CLAP ._.

this is the second time its happening to me! i bet there is more coming...
sobing.
i hate it, i have beem crying for 3 night aready.

last.

2009-05-18T22:45:00.002+08:00

It all started with a "hey"

weeks of talking, laughing,sharing

and hope-ing, caring, wishing
i do LOVE you!
there's something about you
i like about.

[i HATE that i LOVE you soo.]

this days

2009-05-18T16:33:00.003+08:00

hey! very long never blog leh. sorry cause my computer dying.
so bored, hais.... i need that M)phosis bag bag, and i want new sandles and ipod nano.
and shopping with wanyi again.
finding elmo wallet, and domo wallet.
and moi need awesome hoodies-_-
and wanna grow taller
asking daddy GOD, i pray that i will grow taller(:
nothing much to say random crappy stuff.

ahhh....
LOVE is another stupid game some-how.
my kor and i face-ing the same problem with LOVE! so sad rite. agree wor! ==.

i cannot believe it

2009-05-08T21:14:00.004+08:00

depress manzxc...
i'm in love with a freal<0.

+Day 1 in dairyfarm camp
*stone
*eat
*stone more...
*random LOL games
(Day 1 very boring)

+Day 2 in dairyfarm camp
-High Elements
*flying fox
*rocl<>
*dead there
*cry lil
*wall<>
*stone

+Day 4 dairyfarm camp
*Wet Activity
*dragon boating( never do stone there)
*slacl< *lunch *sleep *wash canteen *play lil< *campfire *played TRUTH or DARE *freal
*run lil

- Day 5 dairyfarm camp
*tall< & sleep wol
*tall< up="" 6="" sleep="" again="" until="" 650="">
*than etc eat than blah blah blah.
lazy type!

Eternity

2009-05-01T12:05:00.003+08:00

I lied in bed at night and pray,
that you will think of me.
I cry until my eyelids close,
and dream --- eternity.

I wake to sunlight on my face,
for a moment i forget.
Then a cloud passes by,
and i realize, this is it.

I carry on throughout the day,
feigning joy, and feeling pain.
I long to gaze upon your face,
and share a smile, an embrace.

The day is drawing to an end,
and still I think of you.
I try to relax, yet in my mind,
I wonder what to do.

copyrighted from
page [87]
Of Chicken soup for the teenage soul IV

i will smile even if i dun get you to be part of my life.

2009-04-27T19:48:00.002+08:00

OMG! Avril Lavigne is like so pretty! PUNK PRINCESS(:

The Race...

2009-04-25T13:55:00.003+08:00

The race

In life, we have many races to take. In each race, there will be a part with a cross road, which do you take? That cross road might be one which changes your life to many points, success or defeat, good or bad. God is gracious to give you, your very own choice, but what is the choice will you make?

As a student, what is your aim of life? Practically, it’s studying. But for who and why are you studying? It’s for yourself and your future. Some whom do not know these, what do they react to this? Some might find studying pointless, and seek the company who has the same mindset with themselves. But, when you find out the point of studying, will it be too late? Now is never too late, it’s just to get up and continue!

In life, I won’t deny there are set-backs. You fall, but how are you going to stand up and continue that race? What if you have the courage to stand up and continue that race and fell again, what will you do? Will you still carry own or will you give up?

When you found out that point of studying, and want to catch up with the rest. You might felt really stressful and pressurizing. You want to give up. It’s too much you may feel. What should you do?

Continue the race, preserve on since you have took your first step. Don’t give up. Nothing is too impossible with that will of yours. When you have a will, there are many ways. Be the one to take over your life, your will, what is best for you. Don’t let anything defeat it. Can’t do it alone? Get help.

Learning takes patience and understanding. The world out there can stop you from studying but is you, you have a choice not the world. Learning is not only for students, is for every one breathing in this earth. So what if you’re 77 years old so what if you’re just a kid, you can always learn new things everyday. Never one day is the same like before.

Take a chance have a choice find your hope, believe in what you’re doing, push to e end. But of all things you must be positive about what you’re doing, every time you fall bring yourself up and learn why you fall and improve.

Its just like a baby. A baby never gives up it will try to walk but the baby always fall until, one day with much effort and time never giving up the baby finally walks.

I really hope that this short write out will talk about you or talk to you,

In one way or another. Will when it all comes to an end you know, you indeed know you ran a race that you are happy about and you are proud of.

Breath your last breathe and go... proud, without sadness or bitterness.

P.S/ first part wanyin wrote the dark green part i wrote de(:

2009-04-24T13:02:00.003+08:00

nothing much this days.

resting at home now, nothing much to do.
until tonight, nia... maybe afternoon going out with my beloved {wanyin}
ahhh... miss her oh-so-much!
oh, yes its jeter and daniel's birthday, and on sunday is jeyna's birthday Wow!
maybe get a middle cake for jeter,daniel and jeyna later?! one shoot cele all.
oh! yeah yeah give gigi a call first hahas.
i should i eat later?
KFC! maybe...
call daddy ask him where is he?
hmmms....
so boring.
now what?

HAPPY BLESSED BIRTHDAY;

JETER

DANIEL

JEYNA.

2009-04-22T21:29:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY; JOLYN!

i will pass you, your present, this friday or next monday.

sorry wor!

{L}

after so long.

2009-04-21T21:47:00.002+08:00

i'm seriously weird, after so long i suddenly feel so cheated by you.
last time oso not like that de. fucking screw up!
forget forget forget forget foget.
a... i dun really rmb, i think i block you better, but....
goshhh, my close beloveds all HATE YOU?!
how to forgive? you hurt me deep deep.
sad :(

dump dump feeling.

2009-04-19T21:14:00.002+08:00

sunday, meet up with wanyi.
went shopping at west mall bought a pretty pretty sandles for about $31.50
gosh... i love it!
but one bad thing if my feet sweats i will die.
sadded, so yeah good and bad stuff about that sandles. wanted to get a bag but hais! de shop close sad man, why close went i wanna buy.
ahhhh. idk where still got that bag bag leh?
need go vivo shop shop soon. just must rmb $ave $200 :)
blah-gagawOah!!! i need more nice tees and shorts. *sigh!*

study for science test leh! heng. next thing ohhh!
today i'm not really myself, i feel totally weird like i wanna scold things or people idk! i feel odd somehow. kuku larh!
feeling abit emo while walking to suntec and after SVC.

yes! wanyi you are LOVE by many. rmb there is still me.
you knoe i love you muchy. so does daddy GOD! he loves you more than i do.
talk to him, seek help frm daddy!
hugs you.

on the way home in de mrt i suddenly got that bloody feeling again, ahhh! hate-ing it.
i wanna stop it,
but i cant! oh-well...

2009-04-18T23:29:00.003+08:00

dare was fun, but laugh too much! cause of that jeter larh!
hahas, yeah!
sorry about today is oso my fault larh, too xiao qi.
hmmms....
okays. i will sound funny,
i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you...
but okay fine not hate larh! more like dun like you leh!
if you ever like me one day, is just too bad!
i love being evil at times
wor, writing this is so much fun.
i dun feel hurt or anything at all. yes! i'm over you and you never will be my furture...
thank you daddy god. i over you dump dump!

movie review.

2009-04-17T20:27:00.003+08:00

Fast and Furious 4

woah! shocking-ly not bad,

still as

cool,speed-d,crazy and many hot chicks plus one more thing siao ding-dong music.

worth de money$$$ and de popcorn nice nice :D

rate:4/5

can be improve some-how.

and its funny at some parts.

look at my new blogskin!

2009-04-17T18:04:00.002+08:00

look come on look at it. you knoe you like and lovely it! hahas :D
thats so funny.
yeah! change skin again, cannot help it this cools so cute. rite? agree? yes of cause i knoe you do WUhaHaha! [Evil very very EVIL laugh!]

P.S/beloved, sorry today cannot go out with you! i really really cannot! my papa 'n' mama dun allow today! hais... sorry!

ciao ciao...
got to go soon! later papa scold again^^

long time seens

2009-04-14T17:21:00.002+08:00

yups! long time seens i blog. aiya! very lazy this days.

tmr going some weird tution place ahhhh! i hope is okays. i'm freaking out!
funny feeling.

idk! i feel uneasy at times.
i hope you knoe my feeling, that i.... i....
you knoe hahas! dun wish to say it.
D:

soulmate; feeling

2009-04-09T21:54:00.002+08:00

2.4 today and i just died, sadly! my legs pain until like ahhhh....
like that tmr worst lorh, somemore going out with wanyin than at night watching movie with my bloveds.
sian -_-'''
oh! fxck, i need go see OBS doctor ahhhh! sat than go see in the monring.

I FOUND A NEW SOULMATE;

"XINYI" (:

somethings wrong like seriously, i feel annoyed when i talk to you,

LOL! dump rite?

i say i love you,

than i talk to you i feel pissed-off i oso dunno why!

weirdo sia me. so do i really love you?

all is it just like any other crush.

{stupid one-side love story}

despo

2009-04-08T22:09:00.002+08:00

OMG! i'm suddenly very despo for wanyin and my whole DG!
i wanna get hyper leh! rmb those faces makes me happy, and it just makes me smile.
I LOVE YOU DG! hearts
FOREVER in my BIG BIG HEART.
my LOVE for the DG will never die. YES, and i mean what i say.
DG I LOVE YOU DG I LOVE YOU....
oh! awwww.... i siao liao!
better sleep soon later cannot wake what.
wish me all the best for tmr's 2.4 run for NAFA.

slacking

2009-04-08T21:27:00.005+08:00

charlene&phoebe's side view!

nice clouds doggy EMO

oh! god the doggy is so cute.

the name of the doggy is hmmms.... cube-b! so cool rite de name.

today NAFA fuck miss wong larh. pull-up like shit basturd, all her fucking nb fault down there

KPKB!!! fuck up sia...

cbcbcb. ahhhhh!

today quite slack, after NAFA fellow charlene and marinana slack at tiong together with charlene and nana's friends. hahas... so funny!

slack until nana go home than char and me slack at tiong SKY garden.

play,sing song,slack until about 7pm near 8pm. than go home eat maggie mee than now slacking at home and blogging. mother oso another one KPKB one.what the fuck ask me sleep so fucked-up early nb. pissed-off!

ahhhh... life is like hell. kena nag everyday.

oh! daddy god, i miss him very de much (:

i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you

i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you!

its beem like years seens we see each other, actually its only afew weeks.lols...

hahas^^

waiting for you is like; waiting for rain when you knoe its impossible!

dunno what title to put for this???

2009-04-07T21:09:00.002+08:00

ahhhh....
idk how long can i wait for you?
will you even step into my life?
times i think of you, i feel like i'm falling into pieces again and again,
i bring myself up and carry on loving you, but all i feel is like i'm wasting my time!
but i really love you! after this crush becomes more than a crush.
i tot i would have forget you after sometime, i reliase not! i still have that feeling for you.
idk, if i'm lie-ing to myself?
i dun have the courage to ask you what you think about me?
"willis" wants me to ask you but i just can't, i dun wan you to freak you out.
and you start avoiding me.
idk when is this torrible one-side love story is gonna END?
i want you to knoe that i love you.
but too bad, your attach and i'm single faking a smile to you is so....
ahhhh....
my heart is very super-duper heavy now.
my line flows;
i dun wanna fall to pieces, i just wanna sit and stare at you;
i dun wanna talk about it.
and i dun wanna conversation;
i just wanna cry infront of you, cause i'm in love with you.

review

2009-04-07T20:50:00.001+08:00

okays liao... settle with this skin for the time! hehe^^

skin

2009-04-07T19:46:00.002+08:00

change skin but it still sucks larh.
finding better skin soon!
haiz...

love

2009-04-06T22:33:00.003+08:00

{PHOEBE's name is so cool} {L}

someone ask me is {love hurting?}
i will answer you; is a painful game, i dun like de game but i like the feeling of winning in de bengining. at the end of the game when it all falls thats went it hurts the most. understand?!
you learn after you fall?
my answer {maybe, yes, no} is up to the preson to choose! yups.
i sound stupid,emo,fuck up?! LOL! -.-"'

haiz... i ask daddy god about you? i saw the answer but i dunno is that frm you ; tell me/ give me more signs can?! i really really love him. but... you knoe larh!
i dun wanna fall to pieces, i just wanna cry in front of you ; i dun wanna alk about it!
cause.... I'M IN LOVE with YOU!
i'm sorry.

2009-04-05T19:44:00.003+08:00

i tell you sia, I REALLY REALLY DUN LIKE YOU! I SEE YOUR FACE I FEEL LIKE KILLING YOU! your FACE MAKES ME *PUKE*!!! its all your freaking fault if it wasn't you that would not have happen, i would not have! *SIGHhhhh* I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE YOUUU STUPID KUKU ACTION FREAK!
YOU ONLY DO THINGS TO FOLLOW THE TREND YOUR SO DUMP! YOU COPY TOO MUCH! DUNNO WHAT YOU GONNA DO NEXT MAN! WHAT WE DO YOU OSO WANNA DO. PLS LARH! HOW SICKENING CAN YOU GET!!!
too much of scolding leh (: sorry for that smile you might think i'm evil i cannot say anything! cause some kuku action copy-bitch fella makes me PISSED-OFF!
sorry sorry!!!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
continue with life HERE again, hehe :D
smile smile!
man today not so hyper dunno why leh! quite NO life. *sigh*
well meet wanyin at about 1130am at CCK mrt than meet gigi at jurong mrt in the train i'm like thinking of quite alot of stuff, flowing in my mind! catch up with gigi and wanyin about some DG stuff hahas... found out many things! hmmms... is that a good thing! i realise that YOU* are quite sacry YOU* seem to knoe to0 much about people. LOL! you have too much links among friends you can get to knoe things to easily and freaking-ly,scare-ly FAST. okay thats a bad thing.
an,w ate mac with gigi and wanyin, GOSHH! i got no money so kind thanks to gigi and wanyin i can get to eat hehes... LOVE you guys man!
so ate mac than went and buy bubble tea, after bubble tea meet the rest at rock there, thanks to daniel help me carry my bag hehes...
so after svc took a bus and went home. yeah nothing much! today ended too fast. {I MISS FRI SAT AND SUN}
and i miss you too... hehe^^
or yeah!
P.S/ YOU*= someone that i cannot say de name de hehe (: {SCERET}
well of cause everyone has a DEEP DARK SCERET rite???

DARE DARE

2009-04-04T22:56:00.002+08:00

woke up at about 6am plus, cause my phone drop in between my bed side how stupid rite! carry on with my beauty sleep, until about 8:30am. gosh i'm bloody late can well cause i waste my time in the toilet. alot of time is because i'm stareing at myself in the mirror. -.-"' i knoe i sound dump or something.
yar! got change was about like 930 ate my light breakfast and rush to sam's house and of cause slack and play PSP [GTA] hehe! shocking rite i play those kind of games. about 1130 set off to jurong meet dylan and collect his's specs looks cool on him. hehe!
took the train to city hall, bought subway and shared with dylan. taste GOODDDD.... i love it!
share the cola with dylan gab and daniel too little so fast finish. walk to ROCK! was with cocah ee for awhile than went in! with chermine after svc went kufu eat hor fun... found out something weird about daniel laugh my head off! hahas.
went sky garden slack slack slack.... about 7 plus than went off than now at home. looking about de net!
lazy type in details.
nites...
{L}
I LOVE YOU....

comments pls?

2009-04-03T17:05:00.003+08:00

LG VIEWTY ku-990

cool or not?! i'm planing to buy this phone!

details
The KU990 is the first 5 Megapixel cell phone by LG and is evidence that LG Electronics is now taking mobile photography seriously. The LG Viewty is up to date with modern technology as it has a large touchscreen, a 5 Megapixel digital camera and multimedia player. The LG Viewty comes in a compact black box with accessories such as headphones, a charger, CD-ROM and USB cable. The following is a rundown of the specifications the LG Viewty has:

2G Network: GSM 900 / 1800 / 1900
3G: HSDPA 2100
Dimensions: 103.5 x 54.4 x 14.8 mm
Weight: 112g
Display: TFT touchscreen, 256K colors,240 x 400 pixels,
3 inches Ringtones: polyphonic (40 channels), MP3, composer, download
Phonebook: 500 entries, photocall
Call records: 40 dialed, 40 received, 40 missed Card
slot: microSD (TransFlash), up to 2GB, 100 MB shared memory
GPRS: Class 10 (4+ 1/3 + 2 slots), 32-48 kpbs
Bluetooth: Bluetooth v 1.2 with A2DP
USB: USB v 2.0
Messaging: SMS, EMS, MMS,Email
Browser: WAP 2.0/ x HTML, HTML
Colors: black, dark silver, purple, pink, red
Camera: 5MP, 2592 x 1944 pixels, autofocus, video (VGA 30fps, QVGA up to 120fps), strobe flash,secondary VGA, video call camera
Java MIDP 2.0
MP3 / MPEG4 / WMV / AAC / DivX player
FM radio
Organizer
Document viewer
Voice memo built in hands free
T9
Standard battery Li- Ion 1000 mAh
Up to 430 hours standby time
Up to 4 hours talk time

CRAZY DAY!

2009-04-03T16:23:00.002+08:00

HELLOOOO....
okay i'm siao wan larh, you should knoe! hehe... -.-""
this monring quite late went i reach school but not late heng! yups, gonna walk to locker saw the girls so nevermind *haiz* turn back walk with them LOL!!!! so dump rite??
talking crap walk to parade square started walking in circles like some siao women! insane or something laugh stone than sit down! haiyo i very small than everyone stand up cover me so funny! nevermind than unlucky wor! attire check blah sucker. hahas... all de girls kena so are de boys, so class ended up only got 6 preson sitting *sigh* my class i have no words to say!
so jodi and i need cut nails.

-actually i everything oso got larh. hair problem,socks problem *best teacher say i wear socks until like never wear socks come school?!hehe! I ROCK* , skirt everything larh! *sigh* but.... but i'm a good girl! hahas. *blink blink blink~~~* -_-"'

so nevermind cut nails sad can! haiz. slowly stroll back to class! go science class wor! SIAO no test YESSS! teacher never come.
go sit outside stone, talk, crap. some insane teacher suddenly ask us go back class oso nothing do wanna somemore de wind so nice! ahhhh!
after science is hmmm!... yar, english! almost sleep in class.
stare at the newparper nothing much. copy crossword, hand up sleep, stone, day dream! hahas...
walk to jodi's sit suddenly head very pain! arghhhh! dam it. daniel there crapping about cutting out the head give the brains massage?! ahhhh weird but funny!
after english slacking leh! rock climbing activity! in air-con room slack sleep more! never bring PE tees so dun need do anything! jolyn doing my pimples LOL! it hurts but ok larh. now better leh. funny! suddenly jodi,meredith,jacq,markham,nick and me yeah!!! talking about kenneth's COCK hahas... stupid rite! i knoe. -.-"' cause he wear de rock climbing thingy than his cock look like it stand OMG! jodi commenting his cock very big hahas. than nick go and press his cock and see if it standing what the heck. randomness of our class. markham there horny-ing, LOL!!!!! say teacher very hot?! zZZZ....
joker!~
than go home with jodi liao~ nothing much oh! i tried the $2.90 KFC thingy god! pls larh so fucker. look so big on newpapers but its so fucking small can! cheat money wanna lorh. KFC fucker! bustard! haiz! dump dump KUKU...
shyt i wanna no money leh ahhhh! freak...

kk thats all today i think. sorry i got abit STM blah!
{L}

this song

2009-03-31T12:22:00.002+08:00

i found out that...
that....
i think of you by listening to this song. idk why! hahas
weirdo~ i sound super random. ^^

down with FEVER

2009-03-31T11:51:00.002+08:00

*sigh* saturday midnight my thorat hurt badly and i was sniffing.
woke up bath and felt very week and teird. i took a nap thinking that it will be better but its worse my head hurts, so wanyin that i cannot make it daddy went and buy lunch for me sleep the whole sunday. until the pain in my head became worse. gosh i went to the first doctor near my house. fine see the doctor i tot my pain would be better no it became worse. god! my head was like spining feel like *fainting*
monday night i went to another doctor at bukit botak the doctor seems kind. hmmms! i cant really talk cause my thorat very pain. i told the doctor about my condition. so he gave me another so call better pills? LOL hahas....
but i took it i felt better hehe! thank DADDY GOD! wor.
and thanks to some good friends that sms me! hehe ^.^
cheer me up.
so currenting now resting at home. tmr go back to school leh! hoho.

P.S/ good you seem to like the present i gave you! hahas... gald!
=P are you gonna give me soething for my birthday???

2009-03-28T17:18:00.002+08:00

i very lazy update so... i guess i will just do it by

yesterday :):):)

after school went home, bath and meet wanyin,gigi,dylan for D.G
wanyin help daniel tapow food frm macs
i buy my faved ice lattle [SWEET! =D]
gigi went and buy bubble tea so ask her buy bubble tea for me too[ i feel like a water tanker yesterday]
took de bus reach the house at about 7 plus.
drink my bubble tea ; daniel ended up eating my burger. *sigh*
start D.G at about 8 [coach ee took us] *so FUN*
end at 9plus
fellowship [eat eat eat] *feel like puking too FULL*
took bus to MRT
suppering at macs
slack & talk
than go home yeah!!! de END...

today =D

aiya...

today very de sian! sit in front of de computer for de whole day! blah! =P

P.S/msn giving me hell lots of problem very piss-off D=

I M Y !!! [L]

2009-03-25T21:57:00.004+08:00

my funny,sexy,crazy,mad math teacher! =D

write write write weirdoo~

some random photos of math lesson!
------------------------------------------------
heng arh,
my parents never scold me for bad results. thanks DADDY GOD.
you are my hope. =D
1
2
3
1
2
3
1
2
3
1
2
3
1
2
3
hahas... randomly lame-.-"

P.S/i found out that i dun like you at all?! frm de begining.

my feelings are all just another crushing thing wuhahahas...

so ya! i guess i made up my mind* [actually no i still dunno if i made up my mind!]

hmmms... idk lorh! i like awhile than i dun like again weird0 sia me~ ?___?

that should not be de way?!

an,w i need more time to see if i really like or DUN like you! i dun think i will tell you anything about my feelings towards you.

*sigh x2*

phoebe's confuse about her own feeling!

2009-03-25T21:15:00.000+08:00

HAIZ... MY REPORT BOOK RESULTS SUCK.

2009-03-24T20:42:00.002+08:00

OMG! what if i tell you i love you? what will you think of me? will you avoid me? pls dun stop talking to me! i'm very sad... causei miss you,i need you, i wan your LOVE but i knoe you got a girlfriend so i cannot do much some mre you and her have beem together for 5 monthsleh! so i'm very sad no fade to be with you. but i still love you i try stopping myself but i cant i really cannot stop! i wan you. forgive me larh. i really really cannot....

cry,crying & cried!

2009-03-23T21:34:00.004+08:00

idk... i feel like crying! i'm lost, i wan but i can't. idk how to face it! i need it. but i dun want it!!! this feeling is killing me. this days i break down very fast. just de tot of it makes me cried!
ahhhh... i so sick and teird!
daddy god do something?!!

dare

2009-03-21T21:27:00.002+08:00

yeah! today dare, but i seems to forget alot of thing haiz *sighing* saded!
so, woke up like about 7am no no, i think about hmms... 830am hahas! check handphone than sleep again hahas! cannot wake up! so ended up woke up at about 915am! stupid yiwen call me pig just because i wanna sleep more! what de hack...
woke up, kena nag by mother *sigh* than use toilet like 45mins also... eat breakfast, rush there! i think i'm kin of later cause we should be meeting at about 1045am.
meet dylan,gigi and dawn. hehe^^ but before meeting them i go buy water need eat pills again.
so yeah! wait for train come than crap in de train??? so random...
reach city hall, walk with them than gigi and dawn when r.s so me and dylan go sky garden see got people ma?? no one de! than walk to mac go eat lunch and breakfast again hahas... funny rite? so dump dylan eat mac wings i steal one wing frm him hahas... finish eating when sky garden slack. play PSP dj max [fever,fever] wow! pro-d i fianlly can play 5 key yes! very happy...
wait for daniel, he came free running as per normal.

well someone sms me ask if i'm at sky garden but in de end someone oso never come sky garden after dare and dinner-ing oso never come![i have no comments-.-"]

after awhile while... jeter came, so me and dylan when buy bubble tea, omg! 2 bubble tes cost $5.50 what the fuck??? bustard larh! day light robbery... -.-"
came back that joke daniel ask me be his odject again, *sigh*
so yeah! he jump over me again! nothing *new*
when rock lawls jeter kena scoled by charmine cause late.
than svc svc... blar blar blar! you knoe. as per normal.
hmmms... well after dare dinner-ing at kuo fu
talk talk fellowship, and stuffy!
when sky garden again?! dam wet cause after raining. jeter fall to wet leh larh.
daniel climbing around, so is jeter!
after that jeyna and gigi went home! only got jeter,daniel and me! so jeter learn me some hip-hop stuff so cool! guess i'm quite shy dare not really move much! hahas! so not me? oh! well...
yeah yeah! walk back, OMG! daniel and jeter planing to do something evil to someone! LOL. i never say any thing about names! later i die.
hahas... i laugh until wanna go crazy leh! jeter fault LOL... kidding!
in mrt daniel suddenly ask if i wanna learn free running wow! shocking. =O
so yeah! i say YES! gosh. i'm shock. so now he is gonna teach me that. hmmm...
than i ask jeter about some stuff, what i got back is very very bad things about _______ [fill in de blink]
so oh well... gonna stop it aready! before i really die once again.
people that mix with him all end up like him! that really sucks. hopeless!!! =C
yeah thats about all! hehe^^

P.S/hmmms... saw you outside rock after dare i bet you saw me too! dun tell me i'm too short thats just crap reasons, but i got no words to say! [that stare, that look?!!]... -.-"" oh well!!!

random

2009-03-20T22:03:00.003+08:00

random photo... OMG!!! so bored! fianlly tmr DARE

but so many people cannot make it. haiz!

later going out liao!

2009-03-20T14:52:00.002+08:00

later i going out with wanyin, wow sia... i really cannot stand it at home so sian! i need fresh air. WooHo0... fianlly today and tmr can go out, but i late afternoon than go out leh! hehes... so at home slack watch drama. until i drop! my keyboard like got problem leh, reaction very slow. haiz... hope its not gonna spoilt leh ba!!!
gosh singapore really very de hot siol. i wanna die leh!!! later before going out better go shower hehe^^
today oso nothing much to talk about leh!!! msn oso so bored. need find some games to play ba! hehehe... -.-"" i'm so random when i'm bored *sighing!!!*

P.S/ahhh!!! i miss you...

no life!

2009-03-18T22:47:00.003+08:00

kill me! pls.... NO LIFE! wanyin why you got so much cca, cannot go out leh larh.
i need go out again, i sitting on my com chair until die!, i eat until sian siol, i wanna go out
i have to go out,go out,go out,go out,go out,go out,go out,go out,go out,go out,go out!!!!
i need dare
i need dare
i need dare
i need dare
i need dare life in me again
dare life dare life....
where's de life???
god tell me!
this hoilday sucks!!!
no one to talk to oso...
someone drag me out plsssssssssssssssssssss!! DD=

piano piano...

2009-03-18T15:17:00.003+08:00

just found out that he delected his blog ohhh!!! something must be wrong an,w!

later at 4 going for piano lesson than come home slack again maybe take a princess nap hehe^^
mummy say must sleep more! good...
piano will end at about 445! haiz. i hope no writing to do. i just wanna play. daddy god no writing pls... ahhhh!
this friday yeah! got DNAVIE... still dunno what we watching.
maybe in de monring meeting wanyin eat breakfast than meet them, at woodlands.

its 527 pm after paino and writing again i'm very de random cause nothing to write, currently my drinking greenapple milkshake, taste quite nice& very de greeny. drink halfway rmb i need take my pills so took it and continue drinking greeny suffy that taste good weird!
i think i'm gonna change my blog's music soon! hehe^^
so sian....
waiting for daddy come home, tapow food and dig in hahas! he wanna eat bread again OMG!
died leh larh... bloody boring.

still missing you haiz.... ><"

I HATE YOU...

2009-03-17T10:39:00.002+08:00

I'M FEELING DAM PISSED-OFF NOWWW!!! STUPID FUCKER YIHUI CAN YOU JUST STOPPP ISULTING ME! LIKE PLSSSS... YOU SAY IS A FUCK UP JOKE, I SAY YOUR JUST INSULTING ME, AND I HATEEE IT, PEOPLE IN SCHOOL OSO INSULT ME YOU SOME FUCCK UP STRANGE OSO INSULT ME! THAT FUCKER TOLD YOU I'M SHORT FINE... DUN HAVE TO TELL ME I DUN WANNA KNOE, AND DUN HAVE TO USE THAT DO INSULT ME RITE! BUSTARD... MAKE ME MISUNDERSTAND SOME ONE LEH LARH. CCB! SUPER SUPER PISSED-OFF! GO INSULT YOUR MOTHER LARH!

2009-03-16T21:35:00.002+08:00

i look quite slim in this photo hahas... i'm just PURE bored!!! someone save me! i'm dam BORED 2 de core.

Bored!

Bored;

i♥u...

sick...

2009-03-16T09:05:00.002+08:00

oh! my GOD, i feel bloody sick.
pain in my head. and feel like puking!! my tummy oso pain now. what's this man...
wanyin caming to my place leh, later i go pick her up at LRT, eat something than go see doctor. should i eat?? i ate a sandwich hahas^^
she now in my house dunno doing what lulz?? eating my chocolate!!
just now when see doctor nothing much quite fine now haha^^ dam funny i dare not tell de doctor what's with me than i laugh like siao siao after that i told wanyin haelp me tell so okay larh, told de doctor w0W! de doctor has a big smile so funny! but his kind so thats good, went for some check de result i'm FINE... just need take some pills, G0sh... i tot i have like some very seriously sickness!
later i gonna bath and take a nap. very sleepy just ate my pills! i just sent wanyin to LRT, she has to go back to school for dance haiz! nevermind there will be a next time till we meet. hehe^^

P.S/ gosh beloved, your de best! thanks for going to de doctor with me, now i'm feeling more peacfull inside hehe^^ and thanks for eating all my chocolate and lollipop haha^^ kidding eat all you wan is okay! buy you more next time hehe... and you must be very cold now and wet hmmm! i'm quite sad! that you have to go so early haiz... oh-well! ILY... your de best friend i ever have...
ENJOY YOUR DANCE [SYF]

2009-03-15T22:11:00.005+08:00

i'm missing you this feeling is just so wrong,
its 2 todays we haven beem talking, this is just so sad! idk why? am i addicted to you, or something? haiz...
but i knoe we only can be good friends hmmm...
many thing i do not knoe!
i just love you...
i need you, i knoe this is just so wrong!
forgive me!?

2009-03-15T21:57:00.001+08:00

i'm just contune-ing frm here...
an,w nothing much happen gosh i when to church like super later, and i feel funny! than
erm... nothing much! leh
quite sian today.
PHOEBE

siansation...

2009-03-15T12:03:00.003+08:00

sigh! onces again siansation day.

1st thing went i woke up in de monring i hope....

2nd thing i check my handphone; all crap sms

3rd thing i comb my hair; and look at myself [i know i have to cheer up]

4th wanyin sms me, i wanna thank her... [for taking in all my emotional stuff! haha^^]

5th go toilet,walk down get some breakfast

6th startng to emo abit again...

7th finish breakfast help mummy with internet thingy; she almost killed my computer and did not even tell me[fuckking-pissed off! -.-"]

8th fixed back my computer back into order heng...

9th mummy daddy went out lunch-ing without me and just gonna pack back for me haiz... is okay an,w i oso dun feel like going out.

idk what's gonna happen next in my life....

10th wanyin just sms me she gonna be online soon. hehe^^ my beloved! =)

i'm gonna stop HERE continue tonight i guess... if i'm in a goody moody larh.

moody day!

2009-03-14T22:39:00.002+08:00

gosh! idk whats' with me this few days,
my freaking mood is a like ROLLER COASTER!!!
go up slowly and down super fast, after crying haiz... i feel so wrong this days i'm worry about school math,chinese,science,etc etc... and two more things i cannot say!
i'm believe-ing DADDY GOD, for healing,wisdom,favour...
no mood write leh...
i just know;
I MISS EVERY ONE IN DARE ~~INCULDING~~ HAHAHA.... BLAH! =P

bored till tonight; dare group

2009-03-13T13:34:00.004+08:00

haiz... idk what to do? so sian!
watch t.v, surf the net until sian... i wish i can go out again, seems like only tonight than can go out.
in de night
later than i cotinue writing!... nothing to talk about leh.
hahas...

Its 11:10pm in de night i'm gonna cotinue posting frm here, hehe^^ i just came home frm dare-group, de owners treat was nice but idk leh! i suddenly feel emo, like my results not that GOOD like de rest than i got that feeling like hmmm... i'm not fix to be with them as a friend! GOSHHH... wanyin cheering me up but i breakdown totally...
walk out with wanyin to talk for awhile jeyna oso came and cheer me up hahas... i wanna thank WANYIN & JEYNA for support-ing me when i'm down... like very down haiz.
yeah!yeah! you might say i'm emotional but i dun care! whatever.
i'm reject-ing that in JESUS name. AMEN!!!
fellowship, than ended at about 9 plus plus hahas.
supper-ing at MACS did not eat too full i guess. =D

-i wanna say SORRY to JETER. well! my mood suddenly swing hope you understand.
really really [SORRY!]
than i went home frist lorh haiz...
P.S/sorry! jeter.... very very sorry!

IMY!!! haiz... idk larh!

2009-03-12T20:45:00.001+08:00

WANYIN this is for you^^

thanks for supportin me when i'm lost!

you are always in my heart,

friend forever...

[ILY]

resting day!

2009-03-12T15:37:00.002+08:00

OMG! i'm like fucking pissed-off with my MSN larh!
Some fella sent me de virus thingy than i forget so guess what stupd "me" i when and open de file.
fuck fuck FUCKKKK....
after i open de file, msn started giving hell lots of problem, my computer started to auto sent people de virus thingy that i got. what the..., fuck up larh, markham came and complain to me that i have been senting him all those fucking thingy so i have to tell him SORRY and de thing sents by itself ohhhh! i scan for virus they tell me NO THREAT? -.-" serioulsy larh??

sms wanyin ask her come my house slack she say cannot fine fine... nevermind, now my aunty is here in my house cook some funny stuff for me haha^^ now eating peaches yummy!
waiting for time to pass.
i miss dare group and DARE, peeps!
& i miss you* [oh! shyt what am i talking about??]
nothing much happen today.
P.S/ wanyin i miss you too... idk why?!

2009-03-11T21:02:00.002+08:00

i want all this [C.A.R.E B.E.A.R]

hahas...
guess what i won this soft toy. for only $1
quite cute wor! =D

AGREE?

1st day of hoilday; hang out with wanyin

2009-03-11T19:19:00.002+08:00

In de monring
woke up, at about 8:15 bath etc etc....
do that stupid e-learning thingy, sickening! than blog sms wanyin see what time meet hehe^^ bath at 2:15 i get out of the home.
in de afternoon
took lrt go lot 1 wait for her, wait wait wait fianlly she reach haiz...
went library study, she gave me test wow! what a smart teacher hahas. yeah! i pass my test, some of wanyin's friend came than do self intro and bonding haha^^ play psp DJ MAX, gosh i lurve that game, walk out de library about 4 plus, get my batman razorback hehes sooo cool! cost $12 quite okay i guess. went action city look for belated present to buy for bday boy, i cannot find what i wanna buy for him there so went to mini toons nothing there leh,walk to more than words nothing there too, than i rmb kiddy palaces, i found it there hahas... so cute the present! walao i also wan it too... actually is in my wishlist hehe^^ if you know it!
buy what i need than walk to food court eat than hav to go home cause daddy wan me come home haiz... and later go piano sian!
P.S/thanks for today wanyin! ILY!
P.S/I bought it leh.

shopping "FAIR"

2009-03-10T23:10:00.003+08:00

today school quite long day larh,

i dam lazy blog leh! After editing the blogskin changing and changing again, so that i dun have to change it in a short time.
shit mother nagging need sleep leh tmr than blog, continues...

11march'09 writing frm yesterday,....

-well actually i have quite alot of time today cause my school hoildays are here aready, now i'm gonna eat breafast, than do that fucking lead homework thingy! so whatever larh cannot help it!

yesterday after school went out with wanyin i tot i can do some shoppng ended up well sadded did not buy anything cause jodi need money so i give her $20 BUCKS, to me alot can. Cause i wanna buy shorts and tees! yups! so ended up today than go buy stuffy with wanyin after lead of cause i dun wanna drag it so MA FUN. ahhhhhhh
wanyin and me walk to KFC to eat kin of like hmmm lunch and dinner together thing hehe^^
cause my school end late than wanyin got other school stuff to do, than we meet quite last. yups!
i was eating zinger's meal she dun wanna eat idk why?? she go buy bubble tea dam funny, i say i wanna treat her than she so scare?! i'm so shock and hmmm.... -.-"
seat down i guess why she so emo, i found out is about friendship problem gosh, why am i inside too but nevermind larh, i understand too! haiz. so i hear her talk than cheer her up,
hehe^^ ily wanyin, as a goody friend =DD
study abit cause i got an egg home hahas^^ if you know what i means!
study study than, so walk walk, went action city cause i wanted to buy something for _____
cannot say the preson's name! blah. =P later not fun leh.
went to a shop called idk leh! later i go that shop again cause i wanna buy tees frm her.
than went mini toons hahas...
wanyin need rush home cause she got C.G than i oso go home lorh.
i go home kena nag by mother haiz...
P.S/wanyin cheer-up man you still got me, i try get you something to cheer you up hehe^^
P.S/oh gosh i own birthday boy something for his birthday! haiz...

"sandles" [part 2] / DARE ^^

2009-03-08T11:08:00.004+08:00

lulz... i sound like a ~~fucker~~ again talking about sandles!!
anyway yeah! i went suntec see the cotton on there the sandles suck like hell larh, but not much time to sreach wait got the one i wan but there is another i like it more, but dun seem to have it at suntec's cotton on, sucker larh.
went with my DG of cause, idoit sia i wan buy but no size, more like the size funny funny wan. than inside the shop like to air-con or something super dam hot some-more i there laughing like crazy women like that, the whole day i have been laughing and laughing hahas... ^^ i dunno i just enjoy laughing, but laugh abit to much yesterday went dinner-ing at koufu until my cheek dam pain.

Than walk to playground dam wet stupid daniel force me ly down on the floor cause he wanna do his free-running thingy on me, walao. dam scary larh, jeter took the video quite cool larh, than play psp. hahas. quite late liao so going home walao, went buy corn cause jeter they all no money what the! dylan ask for more salt and butter lolx... eat until the end than give dylan super salt larh but NICEEE hahas =O
than yeah lorh went see cotton on, than go home...
P.S/daniel sorry about the milo tin! i buy you new milo tin hahas. ^^
i miss you! still idk why??

new song i like by HEY MONDAY-CANDLES

Blow the candles out;looks like a solo tonight;
i'm beginning to see the light;
blow the candles out;
looks like a solo tonight;
but i think i'll be alright.

{L}

"Sandles" [?random?]

2009-03-07T08:52:00.003+08:00

Waiting for my breakfast to come hahas^^ daddy buying food for me, yeah! quite hungry aready.
Just finish packing bag for DARE nothing much larh. my everyday things NOTTT BOOKS of cause WUhahahasss... =D
slacking at home now, after breakfast than going sam's house slack maybe got time and if sam not lazy than i wanna go lot 1 buy my sandles WooHoo!!, idk why
i like both pair of sandles which i saw that day with beloved, but i dun think i can buy both pair cash flow too little only can buy 1 pair i guess. sob... but nevermind larh :) like what that preson said SAVE MONEY LAH. lulz...
oh! fcuker, i forget buy! nevermind seems like i cannot buy my sandles leh, got other things to buy haiz... hahas! =) is okay tuesday oso can buy =P

-which one should i buy first ?___?
-.-"
P.S/ i sound dump and stupid talking about sandles i'm like so random. hahas... ^^

{♥}changes{♥}

2009-03-06T14:52:00.002+08:00

gosh i'm listening to gab's blog song i liky the first song.
went i miss you those words are in my head. hahas... nice song!
forget de title leh! hmmm... my keyboard seems hard or something?! strange. -.-"
what the hack?? some china women called me,crapping there. stupid!
background sounds noise.

anyway thats not my main. blah! =P
i change my blogskin again idk why?! the old one looks funny!

the whole day today very sian leh! i dunno how charlene live without going to school?! not sian wan meh?

NO LIFE... haiz! XD

why i write that title "changes"??

well idk.

i'm just missing you alot!

things did not change, actually ~~idk! do i really miss you?~~

♥___♥ IMY!

one-day break

2009-03-06T09:14:00.003+08:00

i took a one-day break frm school haiz...
so tired told mummy i dun feel like going to school hahas.
wow! she said okays, i'm qute shock lulz =DD
i knoe this is bad but... yeahyeahyeah,
what am i gonna do leh?? not quite sure but mummy ask me to study hmmm. dam sian! DD=
but nevermind later than study! blah!

NEW CCA

2009-03-05T20:44:00.003+08:00

great i'm in a NEW CCA! fianlly larh.
so fuck up with ~~G.B boring larh Drill,Drill,Drill.~~ other peeps school G.B so fun ~~my school so sucky!~~now current new cca is DRAMA! wow.... like so drama mama, but actually not really larh quite COOL. liky it aready! monday need go drama again cause need partices mah!

oh! fuck i cannot find my school ~~donation card~~ i'm like so dead. haiz....
daddy god! help me find my card!?if not i'm like so dead.

beloved cheer up! you still got me.

and i'm still missing you like HELL man. idk i really dk?!

poor teacher!

2009-03-04T20:59:00.003+08:00

well, hello!
I pitty my science teacher alot! she cried in class today oh gosh,
i hope she's alright now! will pray for her man.
ask me why she cried?!
okays... the stupid stupid class of MY! so not proud of, refuse to listen to teacher talk,hit tables, shout, went quite crazy i guess. my poor teacher was like helpless. haiz. *shake head*
that ass hole Z.F till go gas in class in the lighter fuck sia. than go spray my neck part walao
dam pissed off larh. shouted at him like hell! suddenly whole class silents than talk again sian...
teacher got no chance to teach us much in the 1st half an hour, in the next half an hour she suddenly started crying, fianlly teacher cried than they stop talking actually not, some fucker there laughing. jasmine shouted at them than suddenly afew people shouted dunno what larh. jasmine gave teacher tissue.
i ask charlene go claim teacher down... hehes she went there and gave teacher a hug! ^^
glad she did that. =DD proud of her.*clap hand*
after teacher claim down than contiune teaching.
teach teach teach, until i dunno where my paper went!
yeah! i pass my science test heng arh! but not so high marks larh. pass can leh
where did i stop.
watch tv until forget!
i need go shopping soon.
[P.S♥beloved tuesday dun study, we go shopping take a one day break.okays?!]
[-i try not to use name larh.]

i miss you wor! idk why?!

2009-03-03T19:44:00.002+08:00

My 91th post... Actually more post but i delected some of it!

After school went lot 1 meet my beloved, gosh i miss you alot!, and today ended sooo super fast. what a sad thing, sobing! ahhhh.
went mac-ing together and ate the same thing too hahasss.
mac finish leh.
study study! laugh laugh!
went abit ku-ku went we eating that funny 0rea Cheese Cake.
stood at the counter stare at those cakes like about 10mins or sooo every thing looks nices. pushing around, fooling around lolz. than fianlly found a cake we wan. haiz took us so long just for one piece of cake hahas. stupid rite?!
i ate and ate until half walao beloved came back frm toilet gave me a shock ass...
stupid bully me force me ate almost all the cake ass. push away cause i feel like *puke-ing*
way bad...
contiune laughing crapping saw my juinors sooo cutee wor! sad, never "hello" to me guess they forget me leh sobing. need intro again.
sick of studying leh. pack bag go walk walk. look at stuff cardi etc...
than both need go home leh. than okay lorh. took train than ciao hahas.

ILY!
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haiz...
I should have said NO to my flesh and emotion!
BAKA...

happening. DD=

2009-03-01T21:10:00.003+08:00

~~i'm teird of going to school! i hate my friendship in school, i love my peeps in DARE.~~
~~now trying to piece back my heart it just broke again after about 2+ months! i guess only 2 preson can piece it back.~~
~~daddy god! where are you?? pls save me i cannot hold it any longer.~~
~~i tot i got you, but its just my flesh reacting again. now yes! i walk by faith not by sight! i need someone to cry on i guess!~~
~~sobing...~~

2009-03-01T14:21:00.003+08:00

IT'S SO HOT IN SINGAPORE, and i mean it!
haiz... cannot stand it =O
stone-ing at home waiting for time to pass, later going to church. dunno what to do now leh!?
what should i wear? idk!
crap i'm like so freaking oily walao ahhhh! seriously need to bath! but hehe, i'm very lazy leh.
oh! well. nothing to talk about wor!
PHOEBEE =DD
ILY(L)